I want to cut
I give in
I want the sweet sensation
I want to let go
and cut so deep
let the blood run down my body
the sweet red liquid
My passion
God..
I miss it so much
Yet I don't need it
I can't do it
But I want to
I don't need to
but I want to
To release all this pain
this regret
for not being yours
I love you
I miss you
I love you
I want you
But I can't have you
I wouldn't be able to make you happy
I want you to love me
For me
Only me
but I know you couldn't
I don't want to hurt you
Now i want to punish myself
For my mistakes
for not taking you
and making you mine
and making you happy
loving you
and only you
forever more
and giving you everything
everything that you deserve
I love you
I really do
As I put this shiny blade against my skin
I think of you
And I can't do it
I need you



Thanks to Senses Fail......
Song: Bite To Break Skin

I like this. Great poem

thanks..i hope she is ok....i wish i could protect her