as far as im concerned god hates me

as far as im concerned god hates me

by noXluvXsuicide on 10-23-2007 9:18 am

everytime i even do sumthin right, sumthin bad goes rong. i stop hurting myself, doin drugs, everythin, n wat do i get a snapped ankle, scars, and jus a more fucked up life. screw this atleast with no faith i can do watevr i wanna do. FUCK U GOD, I HATE U 2!!!!!!
two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun,
like an assasin ... who does it for fun.
two deafening blows in a war that has just begun,
life gone away...i'm done.
two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one
the world i know disappears...like the setting sun

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by YoFi on 10-23-2007 7:57 pm

people say that life is the most wonderful thing ..
Then if he gave you life, believe it.

And most of these famous people had really bad childhoods.
Look at your future [:
Three words.
No One Is Perfect

^^^^^ THat is three words because "One" is a number [:
Aha damn im stupid.

Karma helps me.

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by sally on 10-23-2007 8:41 pm

yeah...honestly, all my dad's siblings did drugs and fucked and everything in high school and he didnt do any of that lol he was the good kid, and he did everything right and honest so far but he had his whole company taken away from him by dishonest lying bastards...the lawsuit got settled but they still succeeded in like...nearly ruining my dad's business to nothing. idk how he could keep sane through all hes been through (i no i cant...im crazy now) but hes like "well, we could have gotten bankruptcy. look, we're still in this house. look, we didnt have a foreclosure" and he makes us pray and stuff every night.


u snapped ur ankle? well honestly it could have been your neck. i think god was watchin out for u, not hurting u.


kira, we are the kira, my name is kira, even your kira

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yeah i wish...

by noXluvXsuicide on 10-24-2007 8:47 am

like i said ithink he hates me n thats wat i'll always think. my mom n dad split up cuz my slutty god mom cheated with him. i have a baby brother n my mom isn't even divorced from the second husband so oh well if suiicde or a dirtbike accident is the way im gonna die then so b it.
two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun,
like an assasin ... who does it for fun.
two deafening blows in a war that has just begun,
life gone away...i'm done.
two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one
the world i know disappears...like the setting sun

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by YoFi on 10-25-2007 3:11 pm

don't forget to wear a helmet.

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by devu on 10-25-2007 5:43 pm

Nah god don't hate you. I say he is testing us if he is real at all i mean if he is i think he hates black ppl so he gave them harder test's. But if there is a god he don't hate you just rough times it happens to everyone sometime in there life but in the long run it all ends up all good.

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by oursuicide on 10-26-2007 1:57 pm

yeah i think like that everyday.nowadays i have problems with gods request.if i did it would i be happy idont think so cus i tried it before.and everything became worse than before.so i decided not to do what the god wants.cus he just wants but i think he never gives us we want.i feel that the god hates me.cus everyday he shows me his furious...

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by sally on 10-27-2007 5:53 pm

my religion is scaring and confusing me lately.


but honestly, i look to the heavens and i know hes real...

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by Duckie4Eva on 10-29-2007 6:53 am

For me, i dont believe in god, i was never brought up to believe in him, so i dont.

But i dont know why people do...too much harm comes to people of the world, all this death, disease suffering and things, i know nothing is meant to be perfect but if 'God' did exist, he/she could atleast create a better life for us.

For example...when 9/11 happened, what possible good came out of that?...apart from the deaths, it created suffering all over the world, more pollution, more death with the war with iraq and things.

Then there's disease, all these diseases in the world and it takes humans to find new ways to cure these diseases, why did 'God' bring these on the planet? maybe to lower the population? but death is just terrible, something that shouldn't be wished upon anyone!

What! im blabbering on lol, sorry.

~Duckie

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by XxUnderoathxX on 11-16-2007 10:23 pm

im really confused i dont know if i beleive in god or not
if there is a god i want him to know hes made my life a living hell

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