A hopless lover stucked in depression

by BrokenDownByHate on 11-17-2008 6:48 am

Iv been with my lad a year and throw the year he has put me throw soo mutch i love him but sometimes the things he dose makes me whant to die hes cheated on me 2 lied about being bi then lied saying he didnt love any 1 elce when he loves this lad caled james and he was telling his best mates we where no longer meating so i ended but i just whant to run back i have a WONDERFUL lad hu whants me called TJ but will it work out if i have feeling (strong feelings) for my ex i need some1 hu will treat me with the recpect i deserve. was i correct and should i move on ??
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by silent breaker on 11-17-2008 6:49 am

BrokenDownByHate wrote: Iv been with my lad a year and throw the year he has put me throw soo mutch i love him but sometimes the things he dose makes me whant to die hes cheated on me 2 lied about being bi then lied saying he didnt love any 1 elce when he loves this lad caled james and he was telling his best mates we where no longer meating so i ended but i just whant to run back i have a WONDERFUL lad hu whants me called TJ but will it work out if i have feeling (strong feelings) for my ex i need some1 hu will treat me with the recpect i deserve. was i correct and should i move on ??


well all i could say is tht u gotta make sure or ur desicion before bumpin into a new step cuz maybe u'll regret ur decicion or maybe u won't so if u wanna be with tht TJ u gotta make him understand tht u still have feelins for ur ex but also tell him tht ur tryin to move on n forget ur ex cuz u wanna be with him n tht u like him but ur feelins for ur ex is juz still stronger thn wht u feel for tht TJ dude!!!!!
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by BrokenDownByHate on 11-17-2008 7:04 am

yes i love him my ex but he has a very big temper and hes cheated on me always lieing to me evan about the smallest things
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by saltyleaf on 11-17-2008 9:45 am

u should drink more..

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by BrokenDownByHate on 11-17-2008 10:11 am

i do drink i had a party on saterday it was awsome but 3 ov ma mates passed out 1 on ma bed 1 in the bathroom n the other on the pc lol
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by saltyleaf on 11-17-2008 10:14 am

sounds like most nights for me.

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by BrokenDownByHate on 11-17-2008 10:17 am

ya your 24 the leagel age to drink in the uk is 18 im only 16 lol i have to do it on the slie witch aint easy lol
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by saltyleaf on 11-17-2008 10:23 am

baahh i started when i was about 14...im a veteran.

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by LollipopEmoAngel on 11-17-2008 10:26 am

i drink most of the time but after saturday i think im gunna stop drinking lolz well not drink as much im too young for this lolz

and yeah joanne tht nite was wicked awesome Very Happy
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by BrokenDownByHate on 11-17-2008 10:28 am

i no wasnt it just (BTW im Joanne )
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by LollipopEmoAngel on 11-17-2008 10:30 am

me minus alcohol = boring Kitty i think il continue to drink lolz
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by silent breaker on 11-18-2008 8:35 am

BrokenDownByHate wrote: yes i love him my ex but he has a very big temper and hes cheated on me always lieing to me evan about the smallest things


well its up to u if u couls still stand his bad atitude but if u think u cnt stand his bad atituse thn better forget abt him n move on!
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by xTffanyRAWRx on 11-18-2008 9:12 am

when you get older, man
you'll find a guy that would treat you amazing.
and make all the other guys that played you,
look like shit Laughing

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RE: A hopless lover stucked in depression

by Jamekae on 11-18-2008 9:39 am

Whatever you find in yourself that you think is an impurity do not neglect it. Those impurities are sometimes sought out after.
Think about it, the pink diamond. One of the most beautiful, and most expensive diamonds available to buy. Yet, these diamonds only exist because of an impurity, yet this enhanced their beauty.

You need to look at things through another perspective, an old saying, though a good one is "beauty is in the eye of the beholder." just wait, your beholder will come.

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Re: RE: A hopless lover stucked in depression

by silent breaker on 11-18-2008 10:52 am

Jamekae wrote: Whatever you find in yourself that you think is an impurity do not neglect it. Those impurities are sometimes sought out after.
Think about it, the pink diamond. One of the most beautiful, and most expensive diamonds available to buy. Yet, these diamonds only exist because of an impurity, yet this enhanced their beauty.

You need to look at things through another perspective, an old saying, though a good one is "beauty is in the eye of the beholder." just wait, your beholder will come.


awww.. ur totally ryt dude!!!!!
awesome!!
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