i saw my own funeral in a dream once.
i saw those who will walk into those doors
greet my family greet the mourners
those who will take the time out of their day to apreciate the good things i did
i see people crying and i dont know why
because its nothing to cry about.
cuz ill be happier then i ever was
so lonely and dark is how the ground is.
buried down below under the rustling feet of sadened guests
i could still hear the faint sound of someones voice as the sky gets darker.
stars appear
and what a night it is.
the time i dont have life is when i apreicate it the most.
a funeral dream
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a funeral dream
by vansrmylife on 12-09-2007 11:40 pm
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by XxxCRYxCUTxBLEEDxxX on 12-09-2007 11:56 pm
i've had dreams like that...mayb worse.. buti might not evrEVER relpy. i will but thursday my wrist bleed, my eyes black out then i'll b happy
enjoy me
while i'm here
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enjoy me
while i'm here
<33
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by vansrmylife on 12-10-2007 12:11 am
why must are wrists bleed to feel excepted by this one sided world of equality
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by XxxCRYxCUTxBLEEDxxX on 12-10-2007 12:15 am
u tell mevansrmylife wrote: why must are wrists bleed to feel excepted by this one sided world of equality
i rally just cant stand lif anymore, all i want is to die... am i lame for wanting that
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by vansrmylife on 12-10-2007 12:42 am
not wanting to live is just a way of hiding something deeper thats bugging you
its up to you when you want to realize what it is
its up to you when you want to realize what it is
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by XxxCRYxCUTxBLEEDxxX on 12-10-2007 12:47 am
true....but ifcant seem to figure that out.... i mean a buch of stuff is bugging me but like its little...ad the biggest i my abusive parens...
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by vansrmylife on 12-10-2007 12:50 am
hey theres always people who can help you all you have to do is tell someone
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by XxxCRYxCUTxBLEEDxxX on 12-10-2007 12:54 am
yah.... but if i tel and i gt taken away from them i get split from my brother and he's like te only reason i hvn slit my troat or cut my veins open
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by vansrmylife on 12-10-2007 12:59 am
if they have to take you then they wont just leave your little brother theyll take him to but you can ask to be put together and i can understand your close relationship between family
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by XxxCRYxCUTxBLEEDxxX on 12-10-2007 1:11 am
(he's 17, i'm 14 that makes him older than i am)lol
yah i guess, mayb i'll think moe abut this tomorrow, thanx... i guess, and he wants to taeeinto custaady nex year, so i guess i shouldnt.. thn he's gonna go to clege in newmexico, and he wants me to go too, so i dont think i cn do it now...
thanx
yah i guess, mayb i'll think moe abut this tomorrow, thanx... i guess, and he wants to taeeinto custaady nex year, so i guess i shouldnt.. thn he's gonna go to clege in newmexico, and he wants me to go too, so i dont think i cn do it now...
thanx
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