..in many ways. it could've been better, but i made it horrible
i did something super embarressing. because i'm headstrong sometimes..
when i really want something. when i really like someone.
i do something. usually stupid. gawd
part of it is his fault. he humiliated me.
but honestly i'd do anything for him
which comes to the second thing i did, i attacked his girlfriend
because i assumed.. no. i just jumped to conclusions, because
i guess i was jealous anyway. i thought she hurt him. and i tried to help him.
stupid? yep. well, now that 07's over i want to change how i am.
and that i'd like to.. apologise. if i seem like a horrible person.
i know very well what i did was wrong. he talked to me about it. ugh.
this goes out to sadness and sadness. you know who you are
but anyway *sigh* i'm done. i dont expect to be forgiven =/

Jackie <3

you're right, part of it is my fault.
most of it actually.. -.-
i should of said something, made things clear
you were just looking out for me, even though it was wrong =/
and what happened before.. mmm..
forgive me? x[ im sorry

haha.
of course i forgive you *pokes you* ;]
i shouldn't blame you anyways.. you had every right..

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heyyy jackie..:] look i know its weird i guess of me to post on here, but i really think i need to say ...something at least. just to clear things up..


for one..i totally DONT hate you ok lol :] in fact i like you. even tho what you said totally hurt me..pretty bad :/ im not one to hold grudges. im not one to keep things going when it was silly and we both know the truth now.

two, honestly..i totally put it behind me :/ i didnt even think about it till now..
i just let it go. i thought since u werent flipping out on me i would just leave it there and pretend it didnt happen o.o and i dont do that often :p

three. i know now u were just helping out a friend. i have known it for a while, because i finally got the truth out of him. -.- after our little conversation i got treece to call him. andddd...well things werent answered right then, but i didnt let it go till he told me.
and after he told me...honestly..i just forgot about this...

i erased it in my thoughts because..i didnt see a point..i knew what you did was totally..well, it was right honestly. i mean yeah you were wrong,..u jumped to conclusions, but ultimately..you were just helping your friend.

and yeah i know the whole humiliation thing
i kind of feel bad about that..


anyways..
just want you to know that i think ur a nice person and i really dont have anything against you lol.

sooo o.o hopefully we can start over

yeah

<333

People tried to kill me in 07, No better in 08

FaithJr wrote: People tried to kill me in 07, No better in 08

yeah.... 07 sucked majorly for me too.
gotta say it would be one of the worst years of my life...
woo, hope 08 is better.

Autumn wrote: <33333

heyyy jackie..:] look i know its weird i guess of me to post on here, but i really think i need to say ...something at least. just to clear things up..


for one..i totally DONT hate you ok lol :] in fact i like you. even tho what you said totally hurt me..pretty bad :/ im not one to hold grudges. im not one to keep things going when it was silly and we both know the truth now.

two, honestly..i totally put it behind me :/ i didnt even think about it till now..
i just let it go. i thought since u werent flipping out on me i would just leave it there and pretend it didnt happen o.o and i dont do that often :p

three. i know now u were just helping out a friend. i have known it for a while, because i finally got the truth out of him. -.- after our little conversation i got treece to call him. andddd...well things werent answered right then, but i didnt let it go till he told me.
and after he told me...honestly..i just forgot about this...

i erased it in my thoughts because..i didnt see a point..i knew what you did was totally..well, it was right honestly. i mean yeah you were wrong,..u jumped to conclusions, but ultimately..you were just helping your friend.

and yeah i know the whole humiliation thing
i kind of feel bad about that..


anyways..
just want you to know that i think ur a nice person and i really dont have anything against you lol.

sooo o.o hopefully we can start over

yeah

<333

Thanks tess. I just needed to clear things up cause it was bugging the hell out of me. haha but yeah hope we can start over as friends.
<3

xXyoubroughtmeyourloveXx wrote:

FaithJr wrote: People tried to kill me in 07, No better in 08

yeah.... 07 sucked majorly for me too.
gotta say it would be one of the worst years of my life...
woo, hope 08 is better.

yeah big, big hopes for 08. grrr.

yeah 07 sucked but i liked december thats the only month that didnt suck
i hope 08 going to be an awesome year